Dear God,
Hi, this
is me, the one that like to think of herself as your favorite one.
My
beloved father, I have questions for you.
Am I always
going to be “the other one”?
Am I supposed
to fall in love for the taken ones… always?
Why are
they the ones that treat me the right way?
Why are
they the ones that say they love me too?
Why, if
that’s true, I always end up alone?
I know
you love me, and you have the best interest in my life.
You’ve
blessed me with everything I could have asked for.
Wonderful
parents, amazing life experiences, loving friends.
But why,
then, this keeps happening to me.
They say
I’m the best.
They say
I’m everything they dreamed of.
And yet
again
I’m
always “the other one”.
It’s not
my intention to hurt nobody, so I just walk away.
But what
I’m supposed to do now?
Now that
I truly believe I found the one for me.
The one
you made for me, but who can’t be mine.
Please
Lord, I beg for some enlightenment.
Guide my
path one more time.
Take me
where you want me to go.
Teach me
what you want me to learn.
With an
open hart, truly yours.
I.MAGDALENA.M.V.
