Dear God

Dear God,

Hi, this is me, the one that like to think of herself as your favorite one.

My beloved father, I have questions for you.

Am I always going to be “the other one”?

Am I supposed to fall in love for the taken ones… always?

Why are they the ones that treat me the right way?

Why are they the ones that say they love me too?

Why, if that’s true, I always end up alone?

I know you love me, and you have the best interest in my life.

You’ve blessed me with everything I could have asked for.

Wonderful parents, amazing life experiences, loving friends.

But why, then, this keeps happening to me.

They say I’m the best.

They say I’m everything they dreamed of.

And yet again

I’m always “the other one”.

It’s not my intention to hurt nobody, so I just walk away.

But what I’m supposed to do now?

Now that I truly believe I found the one for me.

The one you made for me, but who can’t be mine.

Please Lord, I beg for some enlightenment.

Guide my path one more time.

Take me where you want me to go.

Teach me what you want me to learn.

With an open hart, truly yours.

I.MAGDALENA.M.V.